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random thoughts

....anything and everything she can think of.... 

Thursday, March 31, 2005

15:48 - what would you do?

"n reality, wat wl u do f within 10scnds of rcvng dis txt, id be dying?
wat f im only w8ng 4 ur rply 2 say d thngs u nvr sed 2me b4?
wat wL u tel me?
il w8..."

msg sent to 9 [people]

and then came three replies.

1. A lot! Syempre! Pro i knw it wont hapen.. Ano k b wg ka gnyn der r oder ways of usng ur unlmtd.. Bsta, sum of d thngs.. "thankyou & iloveyou bst frend" nyt! ü

2. That u are 1 of my most treasurd frends, that i truly truly truly am thankful 4 having u n my lyfü

3. i bcame happy wn i was wd u

sad.
kc tatlo lng un bumalik. where were the other six? hai, sana wala lng clang load kya ndi nkpag reply. pero happy na ren. coz reading these three replies that i got made me feel good.

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13:57 - starry starry night

as promised, eto na! ano badz, sabe mo pag nagawa ko to, magaling na tlga ako. haha! [thanks basti] :p

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

15:59 - no one sings without me

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14:38 - cute!

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Monday, March 28, 2005

15:48 - The Mystery Of Time and Space

ano game?

badtrip, ndi ko alam kun ano gagawen d2. hehe... it's kinda nice parang gaya nung crimson room. if only i knew wat im looking for sa game na to. try nyo, kun wala kyong gnagawa.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

17:43 - backtrack

i got this from survey thing from tonz at friendster. and i reposted it in friendster bulletin. gusto ko lng uliten.

while i was answering this, i remembered my days in highschool and in college. i treasure my old highschool friends. but i'd say that i really like it better when i was in college already.

wag sana magtampo ung mga friends ko, alam nyo naman kun gaano kasaya un highschool nung mgkakasama pa tau. it's the school i'm talking about here. so wala kyong dpat ipagtampo d2. :D

* * * * *

"COLLEGE" Or "HIGH SCHOOL" lang ang sagot ok?? lagyan niy0 na rin ng dahilan kung bakit yun ang pinili ni0.

1. ano mas mahirap college o highschool??

* college -- kc seryoso 22o n tlga mga ginagawa. in black & white dapat. d n tnatanggap mga gel pens, and neon inks and stufff like that.

2. san ka mas masaya?

* college -- friends lang ang ngpasaya sa high school ko. ndi kcng saya ng college un high school.

3. college barkada 0r highschool brkada?

* both -- you cant compare them.

4.crush nung highschool 0r c0llege?

* college -- prof ko!

5. mhal mo nung highscho0l 0r c0llege?

* mahal ko clang lahat :p

7. san mas maraming absent?

* d me lage absent, absent-minded lng.

8. san mas masaya pag may program?

* kelan b naging enjoy ang school programs?!

9. san mas masarap kumain na canteen?

* college -- aircon kc un caf!

10. mas mahal ang pamasahe?

* college

11. san mas madami kang close friends?

* college

12. kung pwedeng ibalik ang panah0n, gus2 mo bang bumalik sa highschool 0r jan ka parin sa college?

* mga bonding moments lng with high school friends. and more of my college days.

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

17:50 - across the universe

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.
Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open views inviting and inciting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
Million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing’s gonna change my world,
Nothing’s gonna change my world.


i've heard of this song already but i didn't know this was a beatles original. i just learned about it a few weeks ago when i heard the song again from basti's mp3. that's when i began to really like the song. and like the beatles too.

but what about the image above? wala lang. cute.

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

15:18 - What Gender Is Your Brain?

wala lang, i just tried it. and this is what i got...

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

08:50 - where i stand

Thank u s pgpunta. its s0 nice 2 c u
2day. n0 amt 0f 0vrtym can pay. i
h8d myslf 4 being d ris0n y u easly
get irrit8d. ingat nlng pg uwi.ü

message sent

03.21.05 20.08

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Monday, March 21, 2005

14:42 - wash away

i changed my comments section to haloscan. and old comments are gone for good. thanks to all my friends who contributed and added a little something for me to ponder on. i still have copies of it. but as much as i would like to, i cannot leave it here on display.

opinions, comments and suggestions are very much welcome here. so just keep on posting. thanks.

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Friday, March 18, 2005

16:46 - Wishin' And Hopin'

Wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin' each night of his charms,
That won't get you into his arms.


So if you're looking to find love, you can share,
All you gotta do is hold him, and kiss him, and love him,
And show him that you care.


Show him that you care, just for him.
Do the things that he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause you won't get him
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin',


Just wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Plannin' and dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.


So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.


You Gotta how him that you care just for him.
Do the things he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him,
'Cause, you won't get him,
Thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and a hopin'.


Just wishin',
And hopin',
And thinkin',
And prayin',
Plannin'
And dreamin'
His kisses will start.
That won't get you into his heart.


So if you're thinking how great true love is,
All you gotta do is hold him,
And kiss him,
And squeeze him,
And love him,
Yeah Just do it,
And after you do,
You will be his.


You...will...be...his.

You will be his!

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Monday, March 14, 2005

17:31 - there's nothing much to see

this is frustrating.. i can't fix my own blog. you see, something is definitely wrong here. aside from the fact that i don't have much time, i really dunno where to begin. buti sana if this is not course related. mtatanggap ko pa cguro if i were from somewhere else. or from a different field. gets nyo? hehe.. never mind.

may naalala tuloy ako... no offense huh. naalala ko lng.. back in college. sa management class, our block was merged with educ block. and we had this reporting session. ang these educ people have their reports on manila paper and some sort of colored papers plastered on the board. while the rest have theirs on powerpoint. and other techie stuff.

maybe they were so used to teaching kids kya xempre children-friendly dapat ang materials. (whatever!)

so nweiz, what's the moral of the story?

waLa lang. naiinis lang ako. kc nga buti kun gaya nila na hindi nman tlaga IT ang buhay. ok lang sana na hindi ko maayos un blog ko. un Lang.

basta. kainis...

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Monday, March 07, 2005

13:43 - PS batch 137 - Part II

hmmm.. may cnabe ba akong excited ako sa 6th month ko, huh? hehe. joke lang bon! thanks sa comment. nweiz, and2 ulit me kc xempre biten ung kwento ko. or kalimutan nlang? pero bkit ba? the space is mine. and il write whatever i want.

so un nga..

i was determined to get in the 2nd time around. i prayed and made, shall i say, a covenant to God. basta bigay nya saken ung work. coz i really need it na. then i had my friend submit my CV to HR. then after a few days i got a call. now sa landline na. and was immediately interviewed and was asked to come in person the following day. i got to choose the time of my exam. xempre may coñotics den. (say no more) :D basta un.. all went well that day. a big OK for me. :p

im thankful that i was accepted here. and im enjoying my stay here. although i can't deny na sometimes it becomes so boring. pero ayos lang. im surviving.

i wanna thank everyone at work who became my friends. from PS batch 137 and the rest who are and were in Experian 31a. and to others i've met along the way. life in PS could never be so fun without you.

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

19:55 - PS batch 137

umm, big day nga ba? well.. technically, today is our 6th month in PS. and i haven't received my 5th month appraisal yet. good luck dba.. i wouldn't worry sana if i have been consistent with my performance at PS. e kaso i already have this verbal warning. shocks! i never received any warnings in my whole life and khit sa school. i have a clean record. and honestly, i never knew verbal warnings were in written form pala! ang t*nga dba. hehe.. i remember i had to sign it pa and write something like i promise to do this and that... prang commitment form.

last week, my lunch buddies were talking about our approaching 6th month. and they were joking around na what if the guard will not let us enter the office premises na pla and that we're terminated. kc pare-parehas kme wla pang appraisal. hai grabeh.. un lang msasabe ko.

i also read reich's post about her experience during application at PS. hmm.. i remembered mine tuloy which is similar to what happened to her. i don't wanna think about my first attempt to apply at PS. but for the record, i was desperate to get a job then. but i wasn't prepared yet when i answered the call. i knew i didn't sound good to that interviewer. and badtrip pa kc sa cel me tinawagan. and ang hina ng signal dun sa place ko. putek! he said they'll give me a call nlang. and hintayin ko nlang. and there was never another call. =(

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Friday, March 04, 2005

19:01 - no more tears

waaah! e bkit naiiyak nnman ako? =(

i said to myself i won't cry anymore. not over things not worth crying for. but i can't help it. hmmp! mgsusulat lng ng blog iiyak na. ang babaw ko tlaga. pano lahat ng nraramdaman ko ndi ko malabas. kaya ang hirap. ang bigat tuloy dalhin.

when will i ever learn?

hai naku.. alis na nga ako. i'll be back with more thoughts to share.

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18:51 - weekender

restday. restday. restday.

i hope i could get more sleep this weekend. more books to read. more fud to eat. more incoming txt msgs. more pondering. more bonding. more friends. more fun. more love.

and less nagging. less hot-tempered me! less hardships. less responsibilities. less puffy eyes from crying. and much more that i can only hope were less.

there's so much i'm missing right now. and so much i'm missing because of this.

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

16:32 - tag on my PC

kelangan p tlaga may name tag sa PC nmen dba?! grabeh, ok lang sana kc ang prupose nman nun is ma-save ung seats nmen. pero kelngan bang may pic pa, huh? hehe.. cge na nga.. waLa man lang nka-appreciate sa effort ni mai. pinaghirapan nya yata un. thanks mai for making my tag! ü

wag kang makialam pau. :p

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15:59 - precious sanctuary

i placed a tag on leux's, ang batang madungis that i barely know. hehe.. nweiz, the thing here is that i actually called my blog as my precious sanctuary. =( i'm feeling sad again. this has been my shelter since i made this. this is where my emotions were poured. well, not everything yet. and i have my friends here who embrace me as i am. and i must admit i'm having fun customizing it. though i don't have much time to really do this.

un lang..

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

14:30 - bittersweet

hold me now

I have a picture, pinned to my wall. An image of you and of me and we're laughing and loving it all. But look at our life now, tattered and torn. We fuss and we fight and delight in the tears that we cry until dawn.

Hold me now, warm my heart. Stay with me, let loving start.

You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind. Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find. So perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away. But you know that there's no where that I'd rather be than with you here today.

You ask if I love you, well what can I say? You know that I do and if this is just one of those games that we play. So I'll sing you a new song, please don't cry anymore and then I'll ask your forgiveness, though I don't know just what I'm asking it for.

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