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random thoughts

....anything and everything she can think of.... 

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

15:47 - Dante's Inferno

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low


Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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Monday, May 30, 2005

14:03 - in hale

joined hale's group. la lang.. like their music so much.

happy day today. so happy thoughts lang dapat :D

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13:14 - bitter end

a friend forwarded this to our yahoogroups account. and i kind of like the message so i'm just gonna post it so other friends can see.


YOU DIDN'T

Remember the day I borrowed your brand new car and I dented it?
I thought you'd kill me...but you didn't.

And remember the time I dragged you to the beach, and you said it would rain, and it did?
I thought you'd say, "I told you so"...but you didn't.

Do you remember the time I flirted with all the guys to make you jealous, and you were?
I thought you'd leave me...but you didn't.

Do you remember the time I spilled strawberry pie allover your car rug?

I thought you'd hit me...but you didn't.


And remember the time I forgot to tell you the dance was formal and you showed up on jeans?
I thought you'd drop me...but you didn't.

Yes, there were lots of things you didn't do...
But you put up with me, and you loved me, and you protected me.

There were lots of things I wanted to make up to you when you returned...
But you didn't....

- living, loving & learning

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Friday, May 27, 2005

14:24 - *maldita*

pau: may barkada pala xa.
me: cno?
pau: c chito.
me: bkit?
pau: kase tinanong ko bakit cla nakatayo. sagot ni chito, "barkada break"

lolz!

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10:29 - not my day

once again, i did something so wrong on a customer's account. i used quick cancel for a paid membership. and it's totally not the way it's supposed to be.

this is just not my kind of day.

goodluck sa QA ko.

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

16:46 - carla's 23rd birthday

went to carla's birthday last night.
and it was also to celebrate the best thing, i guess, that happened to her so far.
she passed CPA board exams.
was happy she still remembers me.
had no intention of going there because i don't know how to get to the place.
but i found out jill is going there too after her work.
and i have to wait for her.
and so i waited.
and we took the bus as advised by a friend.
and not the mrt coz we'll have to walk if we do.
and then hailed a cab.
and reached the destination.
and saw some old friends from accounting block.
and we shared stories of some things passed.
and heard lots of stories on their hardships and what not during CPA reviews,
and that their block was bound by a curse that only two may pass in every CPA exam held.
had a pretty good time with them. :p
had to leave early coz work is waiting the following day.
enjoyed the ride home.
hope to see them again.

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15:07 - damned

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two
If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

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Monday, May 23, 2005

11:08 - isusumbong kita kay jodie, cge

wala lang magawa...

me: tigers ba ung ust?
pau: yep
me: a ok. tnx
pau: cno to
me: duh!
me: ako
pau: duh ur face
me: duh ka ren!
me: sumbong kita kay jodie!
me: kc bad ka
pau: erika
pau: lang ya
me: cno kala mo? haha
pau: c angel

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Friday, May 20, 2005

14:54 - Guten Tag

bakit nga ba andaming spam sa mail ngayon? it's super annoying. and it is written in German. tama ba? ung language kc.. nagulat ako pagpasok nung monday na 20K plus ung laman ng mailboxes. kc last week hindi naman ganun ung dami ng mails. tapos etong c bibong bon e nagresearch and found out that it was some kind of a worm. hindi ko na ulit makita ung article na nabasa namen. instead, i found this which you might be interested in reading. short lang 'to. but if you would just like to know, read niyo.

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

17:40 - anonymous tags

ok, so it really isn't that easy to track you where you're coming from. and it really won't be that accurate. and you really must be having a good time on this. and i do hope you are having a good time. because you're making me mad. well, not really. but still, i don't find it nice --what you're doing. i suggest you introduce yourself, you coward. i won't hurt you. or just please stop and get a real life of your own.

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14:42 - ~winky winky~

I had a dream last night.. you were hanging at the end of a cliff.
I reached out my hands for you, but someone
down below promised to catch you.
My tears fell as you started
to let go.

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

16:47 - track you down

now i'll know who you are.

humanda ka saken.

thanks to pong for the code. [i hope it's not you] :p

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

09:49 - *none*

your smile is gently freezing
snow throws it away
your the laughter in my silence
the crow that keeps me awake

green towel less soft-spoken
thoughts you never knew
your lies and empty promises
blew them all on hue

how does it feel?
how is it that i cant feel
coz i,i need to know

coz i
i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and i, i think its shiny and blue

like an instant see-through
coz i know i can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent
and everything is still without you near

everything about you
the world was something new
and i was there in the open
well, just to be with you

but everytime i see the shelter
and evrytime i walk away
your the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

and everytime i see you passing by
i'll just stand here waiting for you
and i will talk to myself what a lazy sunday afternoon

and i'll say that prayer for you
will be a little bit kind
enough for me
while i try to be
so perfect
you'll see it
nothing can compare to you
whatever lies out there

there's no one here...

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

10:04 - affected

nabasa ko 'to sa blog ni rj.

pwede namang sabihinig galit, bakit kailngan pang magsinungaling?
pwede namang sagutin ako ng "oo! fuck off will you?" bakit kailangan pang manahimik pag tinatanong?
pwede namang sabihing wag na akong magparamdam, bakit kailangang sabihing ayos lang pero cold naman?
pwede namang ako kausapin at komprontahin, bakit kailangan pang ganito?
hindi naman ako tanga para hindi maramdaman to ah.
bakit kailangang bale walain?
nakakainggit
pero sana kinakausap mo ako
kahit panay mura lang ang sinasabi mo
basta sigurado ako sa nararamdaman mo
halata naman eh
wag mo itago
hindi ako tanga
nakakainggit
sana kinakausap mo pa rin ako
sana sinasabi mo ang nasa loob mo
sawa na ako sa ganitong sitwasyon
akala mo ba lagi nalang ako ang mali
hindi sa lahat na oras kailangang tanggapin ko iyon
nakakairita kasi hindi mo naman na-apprecite lahat eh
ngayon alam ko na
masyado lahat mataas ang expectation mo
at hindi mo nagustuhan ang binigay ko
non-sense nanaman ako
leche

posted by ray john @ 11:56 AM


ano naman ngayon? affected ba ako?

oo, affected ako. assuming siguro ako, pero affected ako. kahit alam ko hindi ako sigurado kung kanino patungkol ang mga sinulat mo. ang mga bagay na ito ay madalas ko naririnig sa iyo. noon pa un, matagal na. marahil limot na. pero ako, naaalala ko pa ren.

oo, guilty ako. kaya ako nag rreact. at tulad mo, ito lang ang paraan ko para ilabas ang nararamdaman ko. alam ko maraming hindi makakaintindi kung bakit ko pa kailangan gawin ang bagay na ito. pabayaan niyo na lang ako. isipin niyo na lang na makakagaan sa loob ko itong ginagawa ko.

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Monday, May 09, 2005

18:51 - hangover

we were at the dining table. food is served but not for me. ang sarap p nman ng fud! pritong talong. and tilapia. sobrang takam na takam ako. since i don't have all the chance to eat those kind of food. i knew mum won't let me eat but i still asked for permission.

"hindi pwede. lugaw lang sa yo" sabe ng mum ko.

"baka nman hangover yan?" tanong ni kuya.

sun was setting already and im still not feeling well. i puked out all i ate since breakfast. and was looking really pale.

"baka nman may ininom ka. uminom ka ba dun?" he asks again.

yes. but im not telling. not in front of my mum. i took the last half glass of chito's illegally possesed emperador. and just two cans of san mig light. [1 can is worth 65.00php]

"uminom kba ng wine or ladies' drink?" asked my mum.

"punch" dagdag ni kuya.

i lied, "iced tea lng."

a few moments of silence.

"mag cupcake ka na lang." sabe ni kuya. pero sabe nnaman ng mum ko hindi nga pwede.

maya-maya.. nagligpit ng gamit c kuya at nilabas lahat ng laman ng bag niya. sabay tapon ng 2 cupcake sa table dun mismo sa harap ko.

sumigaw ako, "hindi nga pwede."

"e hindi naman sa yo yan" sagot niya.

and then tells me, "erika, ang sungit sungit mo ha!"

more silence. then i asked mum, "e fish, pwede?"

makulit talaga ako. pero anong gagawen ko sa lugaw. wala nmang lasa un!

sumagot ang nanay ko, "you make my day.. mother's day"

onga. tangna. not often do i feel my mum care about me tas ako pa makulit at nagagalit. tears fell down my cheeks as i sat silently there.

a lot more silence. then mum said, "baka naman sa punch yan na ininom mo?"

"may cnabe ba akong uminom ako ng punch!"

natawa na lang kme ni kuya before i finally stood up and left the table.

and now kuya [knows my blog address] probably knows what really happened.

hindi ako na food poison or nkainom ng contaminated water. i was thinking maybe because i took a med to stop the itching on my back caused by alcohol kaya prang nagbounce and instead na itchy e nilabas ko na lang.

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

13:28 - bawal mag-internet

my lunch break was almost over when i opened my email to check for new messages. then i noticed bon has sent a message to our group on yahoo. so i told him, "ikaw lang ang masipag mgsend sa yahoogroups naten." he went over to my station and instructed me to open one of the emails that i got, click on the link and to play the game.

i thought that it would be just another trick where, when opened, a bloody-faced girl would scream at your face. hell, i was never wrong. i "played" the spot-the-difference game. [with sounds] good thing i didn't put my headset exactly where it should be. and then i saw her.

they didn't hear her scream, only mine. nakakahiya. andami ytang nkarinig na ksama ko sa work.

cnabe n kc... bawal mag internet!

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12:25 -

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